I've just celebrated my 37 th birthday. How did the last 36 years go by so very quickly??
I've had a great life:) I've laughed and cried, been happy and sad, been good and yep been bad, but every little thing has made me the person I am today and I am grateful.
I have felt for the last few weeks coming up to my birthday that things were going to change and change for the better too in many ways.
I am happily married, mum of 3 beautiful children, who are no longer children really. My first born son grew up with my parents in the UK, was a very hard decision but one I believe to be the best one at the time and one I have had to stick with regardless of how I felt at different times. My second born son and my daughter have taught me so much about life and love.
I love my husband, we've just celebrated our 18th Wedding Anniversary and they said it wasn't really love.
So what can change? Well me.
It's time for me to see my dreams become reality, for me to study, for me to HEAL, for me to find confidence, for me to show the world, YES I'm here, CELEBRATE life and then and only then can I give my WHOLE to those I love and hold dear without losing anything of ME.
